I'm so hopped up on Vicadon right now and it's amazing. My teeth were in such pain before i got the vicadon. Fuck darvoset. SRSLY. It was so funny though when i got out of the surgery. I guess i was cussing and saying i felt drunk. ha ha ha. I apparently kept seeing shit in the road, and my mother was laughing at me. She thought I was so funny.

I really want a fucking cheeze burger right now. A big tasty juicy one. I also want my coco to be here right now. lol. I miss him. But for me it's fucking milkshakes yogurt, mashed potatoes and carnation instqant brekfast T.T

I feel so useless. Everyones making me feel like a shitty person. I don't even know what to do. It's seems like I put my heart into all these relationships and i get nothing out of it. Like no matter how hard i try it is always ruined.

But thinking i should get something back seems like its too selfish. I just dont know anymore. you're supposed to get something out of relationships as well arent you? I just dont know what to do anymore. It's stressing me out.

Rulez:
1. Choose one of your charas.
2. Give answer for ALL questions.
3. Answer you and your chara.
4. Tag 5 peoples.
5. Have fun! 8D


QUESTIONS :
1. Where do you live?
Syme: In a castle. What kind of villan would I be without a castle?
Pervy: Port huron michigan. Home of nothing.

2. How old are you?
Syme: Oh very. But I look about 23.
Pervy: 18

3. Do you have GF/BF ?
Syme: There are a lot of people I fuck, but no "significant" other.
Pervy: My sweetie lee. Eddie Lee <333

4. Whos that?
Syme: Well theres My three servants, I've laid them all. I got close with Andreios James and Akihiro. Of corse Ruy, The list goes on and on really.
Pervy: My Eddie lee<333

5. Fav game?
Syme: Oh I don't know. Beer pong?
Pervy: *sighs* Tales of the abyss for me.

6. What you like in yourself?
Syme: Oh I'm perfect. There is nothing I don't like.
Pervy: My strong sense of justice.

7. You are artist?
Syme: No but I've fucked an artist.
Pervy: *wow no one cares syme* I try to be :/

8. What is ur hobby?
Syme: Sex.
Pervy: My C.S.I. Competitions ^_^

9. Belive in God?
Syme: I am god
Pervy: Naw.

10. If you be animal.....
Syme: What does that mean?
Pervy: You mean if i could be an animal? Then I would be a human, just like I am.

11. Fav type of music?
Syme: Classical. It get me going if you know what I mean.
Pervy: Well I like calssical, but for different reasons. Mostly I listen to visual-kei bands.

12. Fav band of music?
Syme: This composer I slept with once, he had such skilled fingers... For the violin and...
Pervy:I love Mana, so his bands (ie malice mizer and moi dix mois) are my favorites.

13. Tagg 5 peoples.
Syme: I don't understand...
Pervy: lol.

14. Say byebye! ^-^
Syme: Good thing that is done.
Pervy: Bye bye

Ah it's a beautiful day out!

Prom is in less that two fuggin days! AHHHHH!

I get to get my hair cut tomorrow! I'm totally geeked! It's going to be so sweet. I haven't had my hair cut in a very long time T.T! I am going to get bangs again! I'm excited about that! and hopefully they'll be alot cuter this time!

My other bangs just weren't that cute >.<

Um as far as my dress goes, its pretty simple pretty plain. it's pretty and has alot of pretty accents though!

On the other hand I'm broke as hell >.< I'm so poor i just don't even know what to do. I can barely pay for Gas money i don't know how I'll pay for school!! GAHHHH. That and i still havent enrolled! Horrible!

Um i don't really have any info on the art. Cause I haven't had any time to draw really. T.T

But I'll sign off for today. i still have more preparing to do and lots more cleaning.